tumhari khamoshi ke us paar....

Hey friends,

Yesterday suddenly, going through my old stuff, I came across this poem of mine... coincidentally, I had written that in a girls' college... surrounded by a number of chicks... :) don't know for whom ;) may be you like it..

मन आज खाली सा है,
याद आती हैं वो यादें धुंधली,
हो जैसे सन्नाटा तोड़ती हुई तुम्हारी खामोशी,
नज़र आता है गुज़रे ज़मानों का वो प्यार,
झांकता हूँ जब तुम्हारी खामोशी के उस पार...

याद जब भी आता है गुज़रा हुआ वो वक़्त,
सोचता हूँ बेवफा कौन था, मैं या तुम,
राहें चुनी थीं साथ हमने, चल भी पड़े थे मगर,
चल ना पाए देर तक, मैं या तुम??
आज भी नज़र आती है उस रास्ते पे इक बड़ी दीवार,
झांकता हूँ जब तुम्हारी खामोशी के उस पार...

देखता हूँ तुम्हारी आँखों में हल्की हल्की सी नमी,
और देखता हूँ इन्ही आँखों में वो यादें धुंधली,
जब पल भर भी तनहा तनहा रहना मुश्किल मुश्किल लगता था,
और बिन तुम्हारे हर एहसास पागल पागल लगता था,
और रहना सांझ से पहले पहर तक बेकरार,
झांकता हूँ जब तुम्हारी खामोशी के उस पार...

पर क्यूँ न जाने आज इस चाँद का नूर मद्धम है,
दिल में गहरा दर्द भरा और मेरी आँखें पुरनम हैं,
रिश्तों में अधूरेपन को एक गहरी खाई है,
और हर इक रास्ते पे बस उदासी छाई है,
दीखता काला अँधेरा है क्षितिज के उस पार,
झांकता हूँ जब तुम्हारी खामोशी के उस पार...

जी रहा हूँ इसी उम्मीद में... तुम आओगी,
ज़िन्दगी के इस चमन में वही नूर फिर लोगी,
मेरे सपनों के आँगन में इक नयी चांदनी छायेगी,
और साँसे महकाने को एक नयी बयार फिर आएगी.
ढूँढता हूँ फिर मेरे जीवन में खुशियों की नयी बहार,
ढूँढता हूँ जब तुम्हारी खामोशी के उस पार...

साथ समेटेंगे हम अपने,
रह गए जो अधूरे सपने,
ज़िन्दगी के नए तराने,
खुशियों वाले नए अफ़साने,
और बरसेगा फिर प्यार,
और अब... तुम्हारी मुस्कराहट के उस पार...

GROUP4 STUDS.....

hey ppl.. i am back.. this time with a chill story of these group-4 studs... all of them are second to none and simply fantastic!!

ADITYA PANT (2006CH10054): This guy from BILASPUR with a muscular body is from KUMAON and is a consummate dancer. He has been endowed with a rib-tickling sense of humor and brims of magnetism.. Since he is the 1st guy in group-4, so is cursed to be the very first STUDent to attend all the vivas and interviews for all the 4 yrs...
And "HE Hardly reads NEWS PAPER" :)...

ANSHUL GANDHI(2006CH10058): This Nagpuri-cum-faridabadi resides at SATPURA, always talking of CS or some very recent gadget... Known as BAAPU also... Super-Duper brilliant STUDent and a very good artist, in terms of painting and dance both... Stud of THERMODYNAMICS and is a lethal combo of a MAGGU and a CHILL... and one more thing is that:
"He's the hero IIT deserves, but not the one it needs right now...and so they'll pressurize him, because he can take it. Because he's not a hero. He's a maverick genius, a watchful protector(of the original IIT tradition)...a "bright light." ".... I do not understand a single word but this is what BHAI SAHAB is.... :)

Me,ASHISH KUSHWAHA(2006CH10062): Main Kanpur se hun, to obviously Stud to hun hi.. on top of that residing at ZANSKAR.. to phir to macha hi di!!!

DHRUV MALIK(2006CH10066): This very high IQ multitasking DELHIite fatso from KUMAON has a very good hand at drawing, and makes very good figures.. I wish I could also do that the way he does it..
And: "Is he a gud bad boy or a bad gud boy.... he doesn't know!!!"
They often call him MALLI...


KARAN PAL SINGH(2006CH10070): This "Weapon of Fate" and "the wicked karan" sardar from KUMAON, popularly known as KPS or KP or sometimes SARDAR also, is a chill guy... Was favourite of Dr. Saroha because of the same kumaon fraternity :)... Anyways.. equally chill and happy go lucky man...

MANOJ KUMAR(2006CH10074): This guy never showed up!!! In fact he nvr took admission at IIT.. I dont know why they still have his name at Chemical Home Page...

RAVI KUMAR BABLE (2006CH10082): This "Satya Ki Khoj Me" Ajmeri ZANSKARite with "extra long" hair is an acknowledged GADGET GURU. You can see people anywhere taking tips from him before buying a digicam or a new cellphone. He is a brilliant dancer and is the only godfather of ZANSKAR DnD team... Very experimenting kind of guy and works in a very decent manner.. Popular with name BABLE or more often, BABLI... And I hate him because he had got an A in DESIGN LAB, which I could not.. :)

SAGAR SINGH (2006CH10086): With nickname SAGGY, this GHAZIABADi STUDent from SATPURA (he calls it 'STUD'PURA), always assumes himself a "king" after the release of "SINGH IS KINNG". Having a very soft voice, he sounds to be a bit less insane among us (but actually its other way round). A very jolly and calm natured person, And somebody please tell him to get rid of all those BANDIs, which he always keep chatting wid.. :-|

SUNIT AGARWAL (2006CH10090): This Australia-return hero, staying at KARAKORAM is again a very happy-go-lucky person and is equally vivacious.. STUD of all the courses we ever had (barring CHN100 !!!!) and really down to Earth.... Ironically could not get through a course for a long ;)
" Well, he thinks friendship is d best oppurtunity a person gets. But pepole don't seem to grab it. So be friends with him and show d world u have best friends.".. gud one...

VAIBHAV KHANDELWAL(2006CH10094): THE KHANDU, is insti famous dancer from KARAKORAM. Always has a 1000 watt smile on his face. The unique thing with him is his Ambitions.. He thinks big and broad and seems like he will be making loads of bucks in coming 10 years..
You can also see him carrying 3 more people besides himself on his bike.. ;)
And now, he is "Back In Action"

ANMOL HANDA (2006CH50102): One more damn good insti-famous dancer, always riding on his UNICORN having sutta in hand. This resident of VINDHYACHAL never gives a damn to attending lectures, and take exams on his own.. a very well natured and vivacious person..

JITEN RAO(2006CH50106): JEETU (or JITU BIKER) of VINDHYACHAL is Mr cool.. He has "a hard time ahead" :)

NISHANT YADAV(2006CH50110): Nishant from VINDHYACHAL is called VINDY itself.. He is extremely vocal and articulate!!

AVINASH KUMAR JHA (2006CH60108): This "dulla" from ... has a lot of gravity. He looks very sincere and sounds very .

NIKHIL KHURANA(2006CH60132): KHURANA from ARAVALI has a very very punctilious brain, I must say... He hardly loves books, but grasps things unbelievably fast..

PRAPHUL JAIN(2006CH60136): Now we have a very intelligent PRAPHUL from ARAVALI.. He is an epitome... very good at academics and real hard working dude!!

VIJAY KUMAR MADIRI(2006CH60140): The only "MADDU" of group 4, residing at ARAVALI is very placid by nature..

22nd JULY...............

It has not been very long since the day when the running UPA government had got the trust vote victory by a margin of 19 votes, between allegations - counter-allegations, anticipations, ferociousness, statements, rebuttals, "bribing" and so on...

Finally, after a huge brainstorm and woos, the UPA finally scored well and "proved" that the house stands with them. this all ended with the withered and frustrated faces of opposition leaders and also resulted as "exile" for some MPs, even for Somnath Chatterji, one of the most "honored", "experienced" and "celebrated" MP. Everyone in the House had a different issue to fight on, and there was also a huge round of discussions, and excitement in the praja, but between this whole drama and noise, did any one care for the irony that an intelligent and clean leader like Manmohan Singh, was bound to request the support from the MPs like PAPPU YADAV and SHAHABUDDIN????

Whatever was the result of this trust vote, but it was really shameful that such a devoted person and "white" prime minister had to take help from such people, who have stooped so low, and have given up even human values, and can never even be expected to bear their responsibilities and the oath they had sworn of....

A big part of country's GDP burns for the salary and perks provided, these "kings" and what they do is just a stab in the back... they take commissions on Tanks-deals, they take commissions on MIG planes, they import cereals and fertilisers for their "shares" and let the farmers starve, for "margins" they fail the right and pass the wrong samples, and endlessly so on... They brutally murder people, they nourish the scoundrels and cheats, and make everyone run on their moves.. What kind of people thay are!!! And we thought they are supposed to represent us!!!

These MPs, carrying pacemakers instead of hearts, never even think of the millions of people, who still are waiting for the dawn of their fortune. For these selfish people, there is no land, no farmers, no global warming, no energy crisis, no inflation, no economy disbalance, no world bank debts, no poverty, no redundancy, no talents, no relations even, nothing.. and we have elected them our representative... !!

They, on a phone call, get the obliged officers away, and get their favourite candidate selected in interviews!!! What a system!!! Why does it happen in this country only, where the big illiterate public is fully devoted to overload the country with more and more number of children and no one bothers to get some positive and effective SELFLESS services in this regard.

and even more heartbreaking fact was that PM had to face all this on an issue, which should not have been a controversy at all!!!!

The left parties withdrew their support only for the fact that we were going to sign the NUKE-DEAL. The question is- DO WE NOT NEED THIS NUKE DEAL??

The answer is: YES. We do need it. Badly need.

Do we not need any alternative source of energy in such a high time, when crude prices are going up and up like anything and subsidies on petrol, diesel and kerosene are ready to eat all the budget, which comes from the pockets of hard-working tax payers of this country??

Can one not see that everything we use is transported, or produced by means, which run on fossil fuel and so crude prices-hike attracts a sudden increase in everything's price, which results as nothing but the instability of economy? Is it not a sufficient reason why we should switch to other energy sources, as soon as possible??

It is worth noting that our country is the only country, which reserves the right to do nuclear tests, even after acknowledging this deal. So we are always free to further improve in the direction of nuclear technique advancement. This can be said to be a very good reason why we will not be just the servants of these "civilised" people...

Although there will be constraint that we will have to follow all the regulations put forth by IAEA, it is also possible that we are not getting the best solution for our crisis, or may be we can be not be completely free after this deal, but can anyone suggest any better way to solve the energy demand problem, which is currently faced by our country??

I am sure that there can be no better solution to solve our energy crisis which is irreverently and monotonically increasing day by day..
And I hope that at least after going through what I think, you will definitely be with the RIGHT, and not will be at "LEFT"..

MUSHKIL HAI APNA MAIL PRIYE......

HELLO FRIENDS!! I am back (though after a long) with a poem this time..
This is full of humor and is composed by the prolific poet DR. SUNIL JOGI. This poem is a masterpiece of him, and i think everyone will like this, because of the novelty of metaphors used. So I'll like you to read this excellent piece.. so here you go...


mushkil hai apna mail priye,
ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,

tum MA 1st division ho, main hua matric phel priye,
mushkil hai apna mel priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,


tum fauji afsar ki beti, main to kisaan ka beta hoon,
tum rabadi kheer malai ho, main to sookha sapreta hoon,
tum AC ghar mein rehti ho, main ped ke neeche leta hoon,
tum nayi maruti lagti ho, main scooter lambreta hoon,
is kadar agar hum chup-chup kar aapas me prem badhayenge,
to ek roz tere daddy Amrish Puri ban jaaenge,
sab haddi pasli tod mujhe bhijwaa denge vo jail priye,
mushkil hai apna mail priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,


tum arab desh kee ghodi ho, main hoon gadahe ki naal (horse shoe) priye,
tum deewali ka bonus ho, main bhookho ki hadtaal (strike) priye,
tum heere jadi tashtari ho, main aluminium ka thaal priye,
tum chicken-soop biryani ho, main kankad waali daal priye,
tum hiran-chaokadi bharti ho, main hoon kachhue ki chaal priye,
tum chandan-wan ki lakdi ho, main hoon babool ki chhaal (bark) priye,
main pake aam sa latka hoon, mat maaro mujhe gulel priye,
mushkil hai apna mail priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,


main shani-dev jaisa kuroop, tum komal kanchan kaya ho,
main tan-se man-se Kanshi Ram, tum maha chanchala maya ho,
tum nirmal paawan ganga ho, main jalta hua patanga hoon,
tum raaj ghaat ka shanti march, main hindu-muslim danga hoon,
tum ho poonam ka taajmahal, main kaali gufa ajanta ki,
tum ho vardaan vidhata ka, main galti hoon bhagvanta ki,
tum jet vimaan ki shobha ho, main bus ki thelam-thel priye,
mushkil hai apna mail priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,


tum nai videshi mixie ho, main patthar ka silbatta hoon,
tum AK-saintalis jaisi, main to bas desi katta hoon,
tum chatur Rabadi Devi si, main bhola-bhala Lalu hoon,
tum mukt sherni jungle ki, main chidiyaghar ka bhaalu hoon,
tum vyast Sonia Gandhi si, main V.P.Singh sa khali hoon,
tum hansi Madhuri Dixit ki, main policeman ki gaali hoon,
kal jail agar ho jaaye to dilwa dena tum bail priye,
mushkil hai apna mail priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,


main dhabe ke dhaanche sa hun, tum paanch sitara hotel ho,
main mahue ka desi tharra, tum red-label ki botal ho,
tum chitra-haar ka madhur geet, main krishi-darshan ki jhaadi hoon,
tum vishva-sundari si kamaal, main theliya chaap kabadi hoon,
tum sony ka mobile ho, main telephone waala chonga,
tum machhli maansarovar ki, main hun saagar tat ka ghongha (snail),
dus manzil se gir jaaooga, mat aage mujhe dhakel priye,
mushkil hai apna mail priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,


tum satta ki maharani ho, main vipaksha (oppostition) ki lachaari hoon,
tum ho mamta-Jailalita si, main kwara Atal-Bihari hoon,
tum Tendulkar ka shatak priye, main follow on ki paari hoon,
tum getz, matiz, corolla ho main Leyland ki lorry hoon,
mujhko refree hi rehne do, mat khelo mujhse khel priye,
mushkil hai apna mel priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye,
main soch raha ki rahe hain kabse, shrota mujhko jhel priye,
mushkil hai apna mail priye, ye pyar nahin hai khel priye.........

The People Who Changed My Life Completely....

*THIS BLOG IS REALLY A HUGE ONE, SO KINDLY HAVE PATIENCE AND READ IT FULLY AS THIS IS A SENTI ONE!!!
Hello friends!! I wanted to tell you about some people, who have given me their company and now i have a very nice time with them...

I although got a friends group a bit late, as compared to many of my other batchmates, but i am proud to say that, this group is really a vivacious and zestful one, and probably the best and the most "chill" one also.. (touchwood). And I will like you also to meet them.....

PALKA: Palka was the first and now is the best friend of mine at IIT, and from that very day, she had resolved to eliminate all my ingenuousness. She always kept to tell me right way to balance between studies and masti, how to do lab work quickly (fraud eventually!!), and how to judge and handle the people around you.... She gave me lots and lots of help.... And in the end of 1st sem, also did me a big big favour!! She is very very sweet and really helping... rather, caring others more than herself (and mind you, this is not an exaggeration)!! She always had an eye on my NSS hrs and encouraged me to add to my hours... and many many other favors that she made..... thanks to you Palka...

RITIKA: Ritika is the girl, who is consistently consummate with each course, whichever is taught yet, (and I am damn sure that she will keep performing the same way..) and it is only she which has made all of us get some honourable, or some above average marks. She attends every lecture, listens and gets these ghost-like profs, and then, teaches all of us, clearing each and every doubt we have... Also, makes me aware firmly whenever I am going wrong way and at times, tolerates my foolish (or sometimes, geeks-like or philosophic) talks also....And obviously, always helps me without any hope to get a return....


NITISH: Nitish is a very very sociable guy... We know each other because of CSL101 course only, but now we are very good friends... He is damn funny, articulate and is always tickling others' funny bone with his "wise" quotes... He is endowed with a great acumen, a strong grasping power and an excellent farsightedness... If you need him, he is always there... He can always make you feel well and happy, even when the things go awry.... And Most Importantly, HE IS OUR SALSA DANCE TEACHER and has an excellent dancing talent!!

SHAURYA: Now this is the guy, who is the soul of the whole group. Being in a light happy-go-lucky mood, he always keeps others also happy. Besides being a very good mimic, he has proved himself as a good singer also... This guy is always a very reliable friend too and I can assure, that if you are with him, you will definitely forget all your tensions and heck....He is such a magicman. And he gave me a strong support, when i needed it badly.....

SIDAK: Sidak is the BIGGEST altruist in the world... He is a very very sentimental man, always wants to see a smile on every face, counsels people leisurely and always tries to eliminate the misunderstandings between others. He is a mega nice naive,innocent,bovine guy, liked by everyone without any exception. Morever, he is a good sportsman, a great basketball, lawn tennis, table tennis, squash blah blah blah... player...

VANI: Leaving Vani will really be injust. Although I met her a bit late, but she is not less than these other people... and I can not afford to fail to tell about her, because she is my SALSA DANCE PARTNER.. Hmmm.. though I am a "dhakkan" with my dance part, but she a brilliant dancer... (especially on "bidi" :-)) .And yes, a very good basketball player also. A very sweet extrovert IITian with a soft beautiful voice (doesn't mean that she is a good singer!!) and a good sense of humour....


So this was my friends group... I hope you would have liked all of them.. They are all very very good people, all with sharp minds and a very good talent.. They had always supported me like my family members, and the best part of them is that all of them are very very reliable. and you can blatantly trust them, any time, any where...

The lion has really come this time!!!

Oh yes!! The people would have got a lesson by now.....

The worst thing with IITs is that they don't give holidays with a kind heart... Festival of Holi was just around the corner and we were getting holiday only for friday. It inspired the people to bunk thursday's HUMANITIES class (or hukkah, in our own iit lingo) as it is the most worthless course assigned to us (the author is not responsible for the views expressed in this article!!!) and EEL102 class (intro to electrical engg or batti) to visit their homes...

There was a time, when people didn't dare to bunk this EEL class, as the speculations for surprise quiz were very rife and on every next turn, people used to interpret that it WAS a quiz on next turn... but there was never a quiz. Still, people never failed to foretell about a quiz on the next turn. But now, people had started to take the quiz very casually. Rather, they had forgotten that any surprise quiz could also take place in EEL....

But on THURSDAY, (march 01) when Patney came, and saw a very lean attendance, he suddenly decided to give a quiz... AND THE TIME STOPPED!!! It was as shocking for them who WERE in the class, as for them who WERE NOT in the class..........because, the public present in the class is also stuck in this labyrinth of capacitors, resistors, inductors, transistors etc... and so was not any better than that who was not present....

So, it was aghasting for whole mass of the class, and by the great help of the greatest invention ever, CELLPHONE, most of the other people had also come to know that Patney was giving a quiz.... and it was a bang for the people who were enjoying some cozy, senti or comedy movies at there homes, or at halls.... and for them too, who were having the joy to sleep in hostels (or may be classrooms too!!!). And then there was an endless number of phone calls to me.... Ms R1 from "PVR" (great!!) , P, N and Mr N, A..... i attended atleast 15 calls and 10 sms within the quiz!! (cool, no??).

But the most amazing thing was that R called S and told it to him, and S was in the class before the quiz started!! What a speed man!! bravo!!!

And poor N... who is one of the best friends of mine at IIT, (chchch....) was also in a great trouble, probably the most severe way and weired too... He was on his sweet sweet date, when he learnt that Patney was going to ruin his meeting with his sweetheart.... He called me, called S, called R a number of times, wailing "Kuch karo yaar mere liye"........... ("Do something for me" - uhoh, it was so interesting, I wish you could have listened that wail!!!)

And finally, we had a solution....... we decided to submit the solutions for our those "dearest" friends, who had bunked.. and the problem solved.... great succor to N.....
But after the quiz was over and lecture began... N talked to me and S... and we had a new issue, which was even more terrifying for N......!!! Both of us (S and me) had submitted the solution for N..... (oh wow!!)!! Now N was about to die..... He again called me and S again with the same urge... "Kuch karo yaar mere liye!!! Mujhe fakka de dega woh!!!" ("Do something for me!! He will give me a straight F!!" - It was fun!!). Finally, as all his charisma was lost upto now, I somehow requested Patney after the class to kindly(?) allow me to take my(?) answer sheet back as I had submitted my rough sheet... he consented and I took one sheet of "mine" back... AAAAHHH!! N will probably never bunk any class in the future, at least not EEL..............